I started to work again. I´m happy to be able to earn my own money. While I was gone my company didn´t do so good. There are 50 people less than 3 years ago. The divison I used to work for doesn´t exist anymore. I work for another boss now. Everybody seems to be more stressed than ever. Anyhow, I feel fine being there, not at least to see the remaining collegues. A lot of things are new to me. New computer programs. Amazing how quick things change in such a short amount of time. Child is in Kindergarten while I work. One of my former collegues, the one I like the most and who became a friend througout the years is suffering cancer, this makes me very sad in a way. I want him to survive, please let him survive.